Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Letter to you

Every week when i saw you..i just have this uneasy feeling inside. I felt quite ..hhm...i dunno if i should use the word pathetic...for you. Honestly, i dunno what you are up to nowadays, i tried my best to help you, but too much favour in not the right time can always leads to misunderstandings and arguments..

You talked like you know. But i don't see what you have said, and you didn't show us anything. I wonder if you are aware yourself where are you heading...you are not that young anymore. 1 more year and you will have "3 cards."

I really hope you do make up your mind what you really want to do for your life and business. Please don't lose your passion and changed your mind, or got distracted, or gave up halfway all the time..at least give me more confident that im helping you with something that will help you, and i will be very happy for that..and not again with works that i put effort in doing it for you but you don't put it to good use...you are not always lucky..maybe you are still lucky now, with a partner that provide you with what you needed now. I wonder what would happened if one day she decided to leaves you ...

Watever, im still your lil brother. I will still help you, and deep inside, i support you. I really hope it won't end up we have to support you in the future...i don't think parents really gave up on you yet. They really still loves you, think of why they let you off independently for so many years but they didn't pressure you or make decisions for you ? easy..bcoz they understands you. Sometimes i asked them why are you like that, why are you doing this and that ? and they will come up with many excuses to cover ur mistake for you...

Think. You are not that young anymore... and i really dunwan to be like you when im ur age.

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